I'm looking for some grant money to help me pay my bills.  I'm getting so overwelled that i'm ready to have a nervous breack down.  I have two small children and I wanted to go back to school but if i don't get something worked out and very soon then i don't know what is going to happen to me or my children.  i need major help.  I want to make a better life for both me and my children.  I need to pay off a few thousand in bills so that I can go back to school and make something of my self.  Please if anyone can help me.

iis anyone readning my posts i haven't got an responds  am a caring,kind hearted person that just needs some help i am  disabled and low income anyone know of any help i am in need of help i can't pay 900.00 that is back owed for my car does anyone know of any programs that can help

I am so hungry! Please donate a little money so I can eat.

I don't answer scammer emails so don't even waste your time. Please donate through www.paypal.com only. My PayPal ID is arthurlsmith@bellsouth.net.

Thanks,

Arthur

Hello my family and I are needing finacial help.  I had to quit my job 6 months ago to stay at home with my mother due to the fact that she has had several strokes and can no longer be alone.  We are trying to get her on diability but that is not a fast process and now the money is getting so very tight.  Her medicine alone is over $700 a month and to top it all off we were hit by Hurricain Rita so now we are relocated to.  We just need a little to get us over this hump and to breath easier.  Please help us if you know how.

Thank you

I am a sixtynine year old widow and I am on a very limited income and I have been supplementing my income for two years with credit cards.  I am trying to open up a store online to sell my collectables and several new things as well.I am $ 30,000 dollars in debt and I could use some financial help.  I you want to see what I am trying to do and see that I am not some kind of a fraud please visit my website   www.martysgiftsgalore.net  I am trying really hard to make this work and if you like what you see please pass it on to your friends. Thank you  and I hope you can help or maybe you could even buy something which would help me too

I don't want to beg but If there is anyone out there who could help please send what you can to my paypal account martyk1013@yahoo.com

Martyk

Still in need of help!  Dealing with Financial troubles badly!  our home is in forclosure and were about to lose everything!  Can't believe that I have been looking for help since Last year to keep from getting this way, and nothing but scammer after scammer gets in touch with me!  there doesn't seem to be anyone out there anymore that has a soul that would or even could help anyone that is having trouble anymore.  been working on getting things caught up but still falling behind with everrything going up all the time.  just about can live or raise a family!  want has this world gotten too.  it's a shame!  I pray all the time that things get better and so far nothing is working right for me.  I have faith and my heart keeps telling me that things are going to get better, but I hope I'm not trying to raise a family in the streets by the time that this would come true.  God Bless all of US!

IS MY LIFE WORTH A DOLLAR????

 My story is probably a bore to most of you.  I married at 14 years old, had two children and have been married for 44 years to the same man.  He is a good man that has been good to me and the children.  My children married and have children so I am a grandmother and now a great-great grandmother.  I am so proud of my family.  My husband and I had 50.00 when we got married and we went to K-mart and bought two towels, two washcloths and toothpaste.  We lived on crackers and peanut butter for two weeks until payday!  We both came from large families who worked hard and paid our bills.  We didn’t have much but we were happy.  We both worked two jobs and went to school at night to get an education.

 Over the years many things have happened in my life. I had to leave my job because of illness, Lupus, many things started happening to me health wise.  Lupus affects everything.  I now have so many different illness and medicines to take it is depressing. I think losing my hair on top of it all is the worst because being a woman everyone stares.  It will not grow back.  It isn’t because of the chemo but because of the Lupus. But I have kept on.  Maybe one day I will get some help with that too.

We have never been rich or really even well off  but we were comfortable. Then my daughter went through a terrible divorce. He didn’t care if the kids had food or anything. We tried to help our daughter keep her house and keep the kids in clothes and etc.  This put a strain on us, but that is how we were raised to help each other.

 When my husband retired after 40 years on the job he didn’t have a 401k or anything like that but we thought we could make it.  He started working part time as soon as he retired because they would not insure me anymore. (This we didn’t know) I felt bad about that but we did what we had to.

 After going through so much financially a “friend” told us he could double or even triple what savings we had.  I was so excited and I trusted him.  Well the “friend” is gone and so is the money.  Like it never existed.  We finally found her but the money was gone. My illness has also drained us, but this was devastating.  I trusted this person and now we are so in debt we could lose our home.  I am responsible for this because I did it.  I can’t look my husband in the eye anymore.  I can’t pay my bills now and will lose my home if something doesn’t happen soon.  I kept praying something would come up and a heavenly angel would help us.  Didn’t happen.  But I still believe in Angels.  Maybe they are internet Angels!!!!

 I have been so depressed I get closer and closer to just ending it all. I have given myself so much time to either get some help or do what I have to do.  I want to live a long life with my family but I am so ashamed of what I have done. My husband doesn’t deserve this nor my family.  Then….. I accidently came across this site.  Could???  Would??? Someone help me???  Please………… if you could send something, anything I would appreciate it.  If I come out of this I will do whatever it takes to always help someone else in this situation.  I have always helped anyone never dreaming someone could be this desperate.  Life is not worth living right now. My nerves are terrible making the disease get worse

I came across this website by accident. Maybe it is a God sent. I don't know.  Maybe someone out there cares.  

 Is my life worth a dollar to anyone? I know there are thousands of people out there and I thank you for listening.  Please keep me in your thoughts. I am desperate. God Bless.  Paypal or mail.  Anything appreciated.

Email   slaspin60@yahoo.com

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Aidpage is a great idea but it hasn't helped me one bit.

When I made my original post I was feeling desparate and boxed in to a dismal future with no way out and felt that I was helpless to change it. I can't believe the words in my original post came out of me. I have always been self-sufficient, able to overcome whatever conditions and curveballs life has thrown at me. I was, and thankfully am again, a person who will fall down seven times and get up eight...as the old proverb says.

Hearing from other people in my same predicament and many who were much worse off than me-either physically sick or those with a history of major psychological illness-didn't help me. In fact I found the adage "misery loves company" to be the opposite for me; the company of the miserable only intensified my own feelings of desparation.

But now that I write out my feelings I guess you could say that my fellow Aidpagers have motivated me to, however slowly, get up that eighth time and get on with the unpleasant business of living.

The past 10 months have been no picnic for me. I have been assaulted by death, a failed marriage (which failed because of my selfishness), the realization that when I look at my grown child what looks back at me is a fairly good reflection of some of my worst personality traits-laziness, procrastination, and entitlement. Now that I am through the worst part of my own emotional mini-iceage of feeling, I can begin to address his needs in what I call "bootcamp" for the mind, body and soul. If I leave my child nothing else I will leave him with the greatist git a father can...self-respect and pride in his family's history.

Ideas are powerful. Every great invention, song, book, medical advance begins with and idea, and a person who will just not give up on that idea. One idea that I have been working on for a long time is the idea of believing in myself.  I can't accomplish my other goals without this fundemental belief in place. I can't help my son change his bad habits if I don't try and change mine. And the worst habit I have is putting myself down. Others who suffer with this problem know exactly what I mean-the hear the voices of self-sabbotage as I do. I get up every day and try to silence this voice. Some days I'm more successful that others. But that's life. And in my experience actions speak louder than words...if you do something that helps another person, place or thing you will feel good about it. I try to 'act' my way to feeling good and cancel out my normal feelings of doubt, inferiorty and guilt.

And, often in the face of everything that is going on around me, I look for something to feel grateful for...and I always find it.

Hi, My name is Jessica. My husband Mike and I just moved to missouri from Arizona because we could not afford to live there anymore and we thought we might have more opportunities for jobs here. We were wrong. We have had nothing but troubles since we have moved here. Let me begin, we moved into a rental property that we cannot afford, the management company told us that it was the only house in the entire springfield metro area (including cities up to 25 miles out) that would allow our older rottweiler who has medical problems. We made the sacrifice to take care of him and chanced not being able to afford the rent, which is a blazing $800 a month. We also did't have air conditioning for 3 weeks out of our first month, the rental company didn't want to fix it, until we threatened them with the Health Department. We expected to find jobs pretty soon. It took me seven weeks to get hired on at Wal-Mart making $7.00 an hour, and I have to beg them to give me full time hours, which they did. So I generally get (if I am lucky) between 34-37 hours a week. I work very hard, any hours available and volunteer to be called in if they need me to replace someone elses shift. Mike on the other hand, has not been able to find a job. He has applied everywhere possible (at least 4 applications a day to different places, some online, some face-to-face) It has now been 3 months and nothing. Well, one week he was not able to turn in applications, or go to intweviews, because one saturday night, we was attacked. Two large, drunk men, who we didn't even know attacked him and brutally assaulted him. The police came and a report was made, but the men were never found. This happened in a parking lot not but 5 minutes from our house. We had to go to the emergency room because he was seriously injured. They had managed to beat his head into the concrete pretty bad. He had fractures in his face, and whip-lash, and a pretty bad neck injury. He had a black eye and nerve damage to his face and neck. We had to go back to the emergency room about 4 days later because he didn't feel quite right, and the doctors told us that he had post concussion syndrome. His eyes had been dilating in and out quickly, and his blood pressure wasn't right, and his heart was beating strange. The total bill for the hospital, came to about $4000. We contacted Victims of Violent Crime Compensation of Missouri to see if they could help pay for some of the bills. They denied him, because they didn't catch the men? Not sure why. On top of that bill, he has to see a family practice doctor once a month for medications that run us about $400 each fill. She recommends either continuing the medication for a long time, or getting a surgery that has about a 33% success rate and costs between $80,000 and $100,000 to do. We have been delinquent on our bills several times, and have resulted to food stamp benefits, which we think should go for people that need it worse than us, like families with children, but we wouldn't eat if it wasnt for that help. We get less than $100 a month. We basically have lived on tuna sandwhiches and eggs. Once a week I try to fit in some ground beef and rice. We are falling harder and harder, and I feel like my body is about to give out. More than that, I am scared. We have no support system. No money, If anyone thinks that they can help us out with money to pay our bills, or to buy some food, or to help with the prescrpitions that would be great. Or, If you have a job availible in the Springfield, Mo metro area that would be good for Mike, let us know. He had an assosciated degree in computer related field and some experience with computer repair, installation, and such. But he doesnt have to do that. Keep in mind that his injury limits him physicially (meaning he cant lift 50 lbs continuously) though he is pretty strong. Thank you.

My full name is Kurbanov Bobirbek Jurabekovich. I was born in 1989 in Tashkent, Uzbekistan. Since childhood i am interested in peoples life, i like to learn them, i mean their life and characteristics. My parents are pensionaries and they are seek , so tahts why i must do every thing by my self. Now i came to China to leanr "Traditional Chinese Medicine" all beacause of i have a dream to HELP seek people In the WORLD. Ask me why i want to help them?

Have you been in the hospital? Have ever needed help of doctors? If yes, try to LOOK in the of the eyes of patiens who have disease patiens? What you see? I see only "HOPE"  why>

For the period of training I liked China and methods of training of TCM. I am one of the first students, arrived to study (investigate) traditional Chinese Medicine from Uzbekistan.

Dear sir.., within 2 years all charges on training have been paid by my parents, now I don't have such an opportunity at me is not present. Before the termination (ending) of study I still have 3 years.
I ask you to consider (examine) my nominee on inclusion in your ("help") list.
A letter of characteristic of University where I am studying now, any personal documents I can attach (enclosed) if needed.

Tel : 13935172242, 0351-2272320
Address: Shanxi province, Taiyuan city, Jinci road 169. “Shanxi College of TCM” 030024
E-mail: shayhkj@hotmail.com

Yours faithfully.
Kurbanov Bobirbek Jurabekovich

    I am the father of two young boys. Their mother left us almost three years ago. It has been a struggle keeping a roof over our heads, food on our table and paying for childcare. I was doing ok until I recently had a very bad car accident, which initially caused me to fall a month behind on my rent and a couple of weeks behind on childcare.I got a couple of payday loans to keep paying the babysitter, but they wiped out my most recent check (for rent). I am now two months behind and the eviction process will start on Monday, if I don't come up with $3600. I know it's a lot, but I really am a good person, I'm just trying to be a good father and raise my kids in a nice place.

Thanks

Hi, never thought it would get this bad or I'd try something like this, but I need help.   I have three children, the oldest, age 12 is autistic.  He was diagnosed at age 2.5 and fairly severe - non verbal, self injurious, food allergies, bowel problems, incontinent, tantrumming etc etc.  Through lots of research I found out about the various biomedical options available for treating autism and began to obtain them for my son.

These treatments are all done by "alternative/complementary" medicine doctors, none of whom take medical insurance.  I submit my bills to my medical insurance company and they're mostly either not accepted due to it not being an approved treatment method by the AMA - ie: Chelation to remove toxic metals, or after reducing cost to what the insurance considers "reasonable" they then apply the deductible and the 80/20 split.  Usually this comes up to just about nothing.  These bills have totalled $30,000 - $40,000 per year for the last 6 years. It only adds up to a few thousand in medical deductibles as a refund on taxes

These medical treatments - chelation, diet, supplements, GI/neurological treatments etc along with behavior therapy, have all helped my son immensely - he is now verbal to the point of beginning conversational, has ever evolving imaginative play and social skills and tantrums, although still there, are decreasing.

It's all very stressful on my family both emotionally and financially.  Thank God for credit cards and being able to refinance our home (we're on our third time).  Although my husband has a decent job, I have not been able to work (I did accounting in my former life) due to the demands of having a disabled child. Just this year he was home for two months while I searched for a better placement after he was booted from district school due to behaviors.  What job would let you take two months off, not to mention the times I need to attend meetings, or pick him up.  There is also noone that can watch him due to his behaviors, my husband and I haven't had a night/day alone in 8 years.

I would be more than willing to help out anyone with the medical knowledge I've gained as well as any bookkeeping help or whatever else I could do as a trade off.  Our credit cards are almost at their limit, we still have two to three years of treatments left and I'm running out of ideas on what to do for financing.  I want to give my son the best chance he can at having as normal a life as possible. 

Thanks for any consideration

I am a mother of three.  I have a fifteen year old, a four year old and a two year old.  My husband left last month and took all the money and our only running vehicle.  I was trying to do an online business to try and make a little extra money to help out, but that didn't work out very well.  I no longer have the money to make products to sell.  I haven't been able to find work or help with grants around this small town.  They are shutting off our electric today and I'll have an eviction notice tommorrow.  I'm not sure what to do.  I will be having a yard sell this weekend to try and make a little extra money, other than that, I'm lost.  I've already applied for work at all the places in town even places I know I don't qualify for.  Without electric, I can't hope to get a call for work and without a home, my children will have to go to foster care.  If you know of any way to help, please let me know.

     I am not a person who likes to ask for money, but I have had a resant loss of job in which I was making plenty of money.  Then the day came and was layed off, now I am 8 month behind on my morgage the roof is coming down and I have missed 8 months of child support payments just in time for my daughters 8th grade graduation.  I know this sounds like a sob story but there is more.  My son had to have his appendix removed and since I am respnsible for the medical bills I now have a 20k debt that I must also pay.  But my main reason for asking for help is to just get caught up on the child support payments.  I was in the military for 12 years and was put out on medical discharge for back injuries, after the military I was lucky enough to land a great job, but like I said I was laid off now I work for a company that only pays $8.00 an hour.  I have a 1250.00 dollar morgage and my child support is 525. per month so as you can see it is hard to get by but I can do it I just need help for the past 8 months to get caught up again.  Yes I would get a loan but my credit score dropped from 750 to a 450 in a matter of months becuase of failer to pay morgage.  Please I am willing to help others once I get back on my feet if I could jsut get some help to get there. PLEASE email me at richard_crump@yahoo.com Please if there are any people out there who have ever fallen behind with there children then you know how I am feeling right now.  I have pictures if anyone wants to see them.

I live in Des Moines Iowa and have my entire life, my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer when I was about 10 and my father was diagnosed with lung cancer a year later. He later passed away but my mother made it through. Since then she has had two heart attacks but has been strong enough to keep going and working. Recently she was diagnosed with the same cancer and can't work. I am taking care of her but trying to work and pay our bills at the same time. I am very hardworking and deticated to what I do. I am a good person and if someone loans me money, I promise to pay it back.

I am a single mother of a three year old. Her father walked out on us and left me with all the bills to pay. I have fallen so far behind that I cant seem to make it out of this deep hole that I am in. I cant afford to lose everything that I have worked for my home and my job. I need someone to have a kind heart and help me out of a very bad situation. I have no one to turn to. Please help me!

so im three months pregnant two steps from being put out of my apartment and cant seem to get hired anywhere i have no job record and no way to make money i used to be an exotic dancer and now that is so not an option i need advice and help quick

I am a 39 year old widowed mother of 3 children in desperate need of some help..  My husband was recently murdered.........a victim of road rage........by a group of young men.  I am at my wits end trying to hold on to the life that we built for our children.  I am an LPN and work full time and I also started a business a little over a year ago as a Notary Signing Agent which does bring in a little income but it just doesn't make up for w  Wohat my husband use to bring in.  In time I know that it will and I will be totally self sufficient but right now I need to make sure that my babies don't lose their father and their home too.  If you could just find it in your heart of hearts to help me in this time of need I am sure the lord will reward you 1000 times over and my children and I would be FOREVER GREATFUL!!  If everyone who reads this can send as little as $10 you could help me save our home and catch up on all of the other bills that have gotten behind.  You can mail it to 5 Emmaus Road  Poquoson, VA 23662.  I thank each and every one of you and my children do too.  May God Bless and Keep You!!!

You can also email me at:  jackie@hamptonroadsmobilenotary.com

Thank you again for anything you are able to do for us.  We will greatly appreciate you for the rest of our lives!

I am a stay-at-home mom who is in need of a little help with my bills. My husband's work has been shutting down for 2 weeks of the month due to no need for plywood, and that means no pay coming in for us. We are behind on the car note and house note. I am in the process of trying to get timber cut off of my land to pay off debts, but it is taking longer than I thought because of the rainy season setting in. I would greatly appreciate any help anyone could give me. I am willing to pay the money back when I can get the timber on my land cleared. Thank you and God bless. To anyone who reads this, please say a prayer for us. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

I worked all my life and suddenly at 52 years old i'm struggling just to survive. I Worked two jobs and on December 6th, 2006 I was injured on the job. I suffered 3 hernerated disc and a nerve impairment. My employer had no workmans comp insurance. I got a lawyer because the medical bills were piling up, my bills weren't getting paid and i went through everything i had including selling everything i owned. Now on june 1st 2007 I finally had a cervical fusion. Right hand is still not working right because of the disc that was crushing my nerve. Now i'm going to therapy and doctors still advised me not to work. I filed for ssd but that takes forever to get or fight for! Now i have nothing left but hope and prayers. I can't pay this months rent or utilities and my car faces  a default of 3 months. I need an angel!   

a dollar would even help for gas

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my email - lgreenw@yahoo.com

Hello, my name is Ron Jones and I live here in Virginia. I've been driving tractor trailers for about 10 years through all 48 states of this lovely country. I want to own my own truck and trailer and haul goods across this land carrying freight for the government. I have a spotless driving record, and want my own business, but apparently all of the loan officers at the local banks seem to think that the money belongs to them, and are not willing to help someone get started on their own business, because of risks involved. Risks are involved in everything, from living from day to day, so what's the deal. I think the problem is that these lenders are afraid that they are not going to make a dollar, so they can't go out and buy another yacht!!

okay, so I've got lots of bills and almost no money to pay them. Yes, I know I got myself into this mess, but I've been trying to get out of it. Seems like everything I do goes against what I'm aiming to do. I need money - funding, grants, loans or whatever to get things straight.

Dear friends,

My name is Debbie. I am 34 years of age.  I have two kids aged 3 & 18months.  I am in a abusive marrige of 7 years and I desperately need out!  The abuse is starting to affect my kids aswell, and I can't sit around and see this happen anymore.  I am a hardworking Mother, I don't smoke or use any substances.  I have just made a wrong choice in a partner and now I am stuck!  I earn a third of what my husband earns and the house is in his name.  After car payments and baby formula & nappies, I don't have any money left.  I need to make a break, but I can't afford it financially.  Please - anybody - if you can see it fit to help me out of this nightmare - I would appreciate it very, very much!  I don't want me and my kids to just become a statistic in the newspaper if his rage continues.  To move costs a lot of money, the deposits etc.

Kind Regards

Debbie

update ******update****** today is may 24, 2008 and All i can say is that i have been blessed. a week ago i was wondering where i was going to live or how i was going to pay for it now i am very pleased to say that i am blessed. i got a job in my fiend of engineering yesterday and i got approved for an apartment. my only strugle right now is that i need 500 to pay the deposit and move in amount. i know that god is going to work it out!!!. my kids are safe and I have my sword and my shield to comfort me . i can say one good thing that has come for this is that we areback at church and this isnt just for the moment. up until two years ago i was in the church directing the daycare and doing everything i could to up lift the name of GOd. Then I think my head got big and one sunday after another i found a reason why not to go. then about four months ago. God started dealing with me lol. it;s not funny in the funny way it is funny in that he has delt with me alright. he has humbled me in ways that i never thought that i could have been dealt with. and i'm glad because i am a new creature in Christ. Really i just wanted to let any one know that is going through it is going to be ok. If you are reading this my God bless you and your entire family. it's going to be alright. keep your head up and understand that you are truly blessed. pray for me because i am praying for all of you. thank you 

BELOW IS MY OLD MESSAGE. HOWEVER TODAY IS A NEW DAY NOT THAT MY HOUSING PROBLEMS OR MONEY ISSUES HAVE BEEN SOLVED. BUT TODAY IS A NEW DAY!!!!GOD TOUCHED ME AND MY FAMILY WITH THAT FINGER OF LOVE AND WE ALL AWOKE THIS MORNING. I UNDERSTAND THAT TROUBLES DONT LAST ALWAYS. PLEASE AFTER, DURING, OR WHEN EVER GOD PUTS IT IN YOUR HEART PRAY FOR EVERYONE THATS GOING THROUGH.

1 PETER5:8-11

 8Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.

 10And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. 11To him be the power for ever and ever. Amen.

 EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK FOR ME AND EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD!!! AS LONG AS WE PRAY!!!I'M GIVING ALL OF MY TROUBLES TO THE LORD GOD... AND I'M GOING TO BE STEADFAST IN MY WAYS!! THE THINGS THAT ARENT OF GOD IN MY LIFE I AM RIDDING MY SELF OF THEM. IF IN A WEEK WE HAVE TO MOVE FROM THIS HOUSE. IT MAKES ME SAD BUT I'M OK IT'S A MATERIAL THING THAT I CANT TAKE WITH ME WHEN I GO TO STAND BEFORE GOD. THIS LIFE THESE SITUATIONS ARE JUST FOR A SMALL TIME WHEN I GO TO HEAVEN IT'S GOING TO BE ALL GOOD!!!!AND EVEN BEFORE THEN(GOD WILLING) IT GOING TO BE ALRIGHT!!! SO IF YOUR GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW JUST KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE OK WHAT EVER YOUR PROBLEMS ARE.SMILE ........FROM YOU HEART OUT THROUGH YOU FACE IT WILL BE OK AND YOU WILL FEEL BETTER

OLD MESSAGE:

Hello, thank you for reading my post i have a family of five and right now we are facing eviction. I have been laid off since feb and my husband was laid off last month. we have been looking for what ever odd jobs that we can find. But, we still havent found steady employment. I have a eviction schuduled for tues 5/20. we need help. we are willing to work for it or wor out repayment arrangments for any assistance. our skill include any manual labor, i have a degree in electronics, cleaning, lawn work. really almost anything. we understand if you are not able to assist please add us to your church prayer list orto your personal prayers. thank you