I am starting on one of the scariest times in my life. I am about to become a single mom of 3 girls after 14yrs of marraige, I want to get an apartment and can not afford the security dep, once Im there I can afford the monthly rent........I need to leave him and his drug problems, I have believed him one too many times and now Its time I do not want to take money from him or give him the option of saying, It was my money that helped you......if there is someone out there who can help or an orgination I would so appreciate it.